sayrenee ([info]sayrenee) wrote,
@ 2008-04-02 10:11:00
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Current mood: pleased
Current music:hot rod circuit - knees

You can wake me when we get there.

Its 10AM on a Wednesday and I'm actually conscious! Room selection was a success- Candice and I are going to be in W306 in Fort Awesome next year. STOKED. I'm really excited, its going to be so much fun. I'm starting to feel like I'm solidifying some of my newer friendships, which is good because so many other friends just don't seem interested in hanging out anymore. I'm a bit worried about this summer though. I didn't really have a regular social life before I left home and now the few people I did hang out with, well they've kind of moved on. Which is totally fine, thats to be expected. I can't complain about "being left out" of anyone's lives because I haven't found the time to call them either. Its a bummer feeling like you've been discarded though. But hey, I'm done with that negativity shit. People either like me or they don't, and I don't have the time to worry about the ones that don't.
My birthday was definitely different this year. No presents, no big party or celebration, just a few little ones beforehand. I hung out with some friends and thats about it. I got texts, calls and Facebook comments from a lot of people, so that was pretty cool. Sometimes, affection is better than any gift. Actually one of the things that meant the most to me was my sister calling and my older brother texting me. I know it doesn't sound like much, but its a big deal because I didn't even really think they'd remember. Its weird having to make your birthday special for yourself though. I'm trying to get better at this adult thing, but its so difficult sometimes!
Its looking like the weather is going to be gorgeous, despite the wind. I might take a walk around campus if it gets warm enough. I just want to relax and hang out today, I deserve it.

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[info]world_youlove
2008-04-02 07:27 pm UTC (link)
you'll always have me when you come back home.
:]

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[info]sayrenee
2008-04-02 08:10 pm UTC (link)
Good. I'm glad to hear that<3

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